2018 Musings and 2019 Goals

I’ve tried to write an update a number of times over the past year, but always ended up getting waylaid along the way. Lots has happened in my life, good and bad, and I won’t be able to touch on all of it in this blog post, so here are some of the highlights (and lowlights):

We lost our oldest cat in late October 2017. Yes, the one that has graced my blog posts and the one that used to sit on my manuscripts when I was trying to write. Cali was a very sweet cat and her companionship will be dearly missed.

In June, I also lost my grandfather. He was so supportive and kind, always there and always willing to help, whether advice or (in my younger, college-bound years, with money). It’s been hard but I think Grandma and I have grown closer after his passing. I tend to write heavy things, so those two losses have really impacted my writing. There were a few scenes that were much harder to write than anticipated, because of this, but I think things have been slowly returning to a steady place. Just got to get through the holidays and then it’ll be smooth sailing for a while.

I finished Arkaya, Draft 5, in June, right around the time that grandpa started getting really sick. There’s a few things I could change and edit in it, but I really think it’s good enough (and the thought of doing ANOTHER draft has me crying and eyeing the pile of dirty dishes with enthusiasm, so…).

And following that, I ended up submitting to the Pitch Wars competition. Pitch Wars is an incredible competition where you submit your query letter, synopsis, and first # pages to mentors (other authors in the business, mostly) who, if you are chosen as a mentee, will help you revise it and get it the best it can be. Working on the query letter and synopsis was a terrible experience, although to be fair I don’t know of any writer that actually enjoys writing their own query letters… Dreadful things, those!

But when I didn’t get into Pitch Wars: I STARTED QUERYING ARKAYA! As of this morning, I’ve sent queries to 14 agents. I don’t know how many I will send, but for now I’m slowly working through the list of agents I’ve accumulated. Querying is very much a hurry-up-and-wait experience. You can hear nothing for weeks, or you can get three query rejections in a single day (I don’t recommend that last part, it was not fun). You definitely want to have a new shiny project in the wings while you’re querying - something to numb the pain of all that rejection!

So, that leads us to November, and NaNoWriMo! I had been working on a few other projects in between June and November, but most of my attention was on getting ready for Pitch Wars. I hadn’t written anything NEW in nearly a year, since the last NaNoWriMo, and I was eager to get back into it.

So I set a ridiculous goal for myself… and as you can see by the fancy chart below, I knocked that goal out of the park! (Well, more the goal crawled over the finish line with me on Nov. 30 but hey.)

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Yes, I did 150,000 words in November! (150,051 words, to be precise… but who’s counting?) I finished Culled early during the second week, and then wrote a few scenes of Bulletproof (more on Bulletproof in a minute!) but after finishing Culled, I focused on a completely new project, tentatively called The Stars Lead Me to You. I’ve been referring to it as Captive Prince meets Ancillary Justice - enemies to lovers trapped in a no-win situation in deep space. I wrote about 3/4ths of the story in November, and hope I’ll be able to complete the first draft at some point soon. (If not, there’s always NaNoWriMo 2019!)

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But now that I’ve recovered from NaNoWriMo… it’s Bulletproof time. I started working on Bulletproof Draft 2 in between querying for Arkaya - I’m adding a whole flashback arc. I’m aiming to finish Draft 2 by June 2019, to get it ready for Pitch Wars at the end of August.

This is an amazing commission I got for Bulletproof, featuring Larodia and her best friend Corteo, who is missing at the start of Bulletproof Book 1.

So that’s where I’m at - going to continue querying Arkaya through the middle of 2019, hopefully finish up Bulletproof in time for Pitch Wars… and then, we’ll see! :)

Time to get back to writing!